RevelationsSchool has been pretty messed up, as with last year, except this time it's more... civilized. I guess... my teachers scare the bejeebus outta me, and some of them put me to sleep (literally... coffee I may need...)
I have realized that, thanks to my friends, I am not strong enough to face my own feelings. I was not strong enough to tell "her" that I like (too weak a word?) her. Through talking with her I realized that she liked someone else, and that I couldn't contend with that. If I am too weak to confront my own heart, what makes me think I can confront hers?
~~ Never again will I make this same mistake! It's hard letting go of her but I must for myself...
Mark my words! Never again damnit, never again will I deny myself my feelings! If and when I again find someone whom I value more than myself, truly, I will say it!
(no, i'm not lying this time... ^^)
And seriously, obsessing over a girl is kinda annoying at times... I should focus on bigger and better things... like being a ninja... yea....
(btw, I do still like her, just not obsessively-- you really can't just let go
~ HaCkEr-LoRd
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"I hear it's amazing when the famous purple stuffed worm in flap-jaw space with the tuning fork- does a raw blink on Hara-kiri Rock. I need scissors! 61!" -The Colonel, MGS2
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DA is so kewl.
and i dont belive there is life after death, you die, and your over with, the end, there is no way for anybody to prove if heaven and hel really do or dont exist, you believe what u want, ill believe waht i want, and well be on our seperate ways.
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DA is so kewl.
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God, the G-man in the sky...
"Wow I'm stupid" ~ Calvin Woo, Self-proclaimed Genius
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Imperfection is the new Perfection
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" 'Must we make an autopsy?' I asked.
" 'Yes and no. I want to operate but not as you think. Let me tell you now but not a word to another. I want to cut off her head and take out her heart.' "
-"Dracula" by Bram Stroker
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"If you do not believe that reality is out there, I strongly encourage to you to get into a car and start driving straight into a wall at a speed that is proportional to your belief that that wall is not there." -- Bertrend Russell
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A cynic only sees beauty in the beautiful
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God, the G-man in the sky...
"Wow I'm stupid" ~ Calvin Woo, Self-proclaimed Genius
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"If you do not believe that reality is out there, I strongly encourage to you to get into a car and start driving straight into a wall at a speed that is proportional to your belief that that wall is not there." -- Bertrend Russell
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